Zunayed Evan It was six in the morning Place Banani/New Story/Morning Evan

 Zunayed Evan It was six in the morning  Place Banani.

It was six in the morning. Place Banani.

It was six in the morning. Place Banani. Nitu got down from the CNG and looked back at the main road. The fiery winter night, where a piece of distance seemed to melt farther away like a cloud. Suddenly he thought, can the boy hold the office?

Standing in front of the gate, the security guard took the suitcase from Nitu's hand and said, “Did Afa stay at the police station at night? Resurrection is at home. ”

After the divorce, Nitu's father Azgar Hossain and mother Abida Sultana started living in separate rooms. Azgar Hossain returned home after many nights. Most of the time he eats from outside. As long as you are at home, do not leave your room. One day he woke up in the middle of the day. After shopping from outside, he went to the kitchen at noon and started cooking. Tisha was surprised and said, “I have to cook. In the fridge ....

First a separate house, then a separate kitchen. There was no exchange of words between the two of them during this long period. Only once in the middle of the night did Azgar Hossain get out of bed and look for the medicine box on the dining table. His pressure has increased. At that moment, Abida Sultana brought a can of medicine and placed it on the table and asked, "How much pressure?"

Azgar Hossain stared. As her pressure increased, Abida Sultana became even more anxious; This longing makes him think. He did not answer. They haven't talked since the divorce in the last three months.

While living in such a house, Nitu stopped breathing

Will say

Comes. He'll just move away from here. First the sea. ... then you can go and think about where to go. One afternoon a week later, Tisha handed over her mobile phone and said, "Your phone."

"Hello"

“You? Suddenly? ”

"I am Rudra."

"I'm in front of your house."

Unprepared, Nitu said, “What do you mean in front of the house? Where? ”

"This is in front of the gate."

Nitu saw Rudra standing from the second floor verandah. Mobile in one hand, a packet in the other. The habit of waving his hand and talking. Get the packet out of your hands at any moment. Nitu tells him to come inside.

Sitting in the living room, Rudra said, "Will it be lighter?" Nitu laughs and says, "Are you joking?"

“Why the joke? Today is my birthday. ” Rudra took out a cake and a candle from the packet and placed it on the table. "Where did you get the address?"

"That's what CNG Walla said."

"Did you memorize that?"

Rudra laughs like a fool. She can't hide her feelings. He is trying his best not to let the occasion of his sudden arrival seem unusual. Abida Sultana came from inside and asked, "Are you Rudra then?"

Rudra looks at him with frightened eyes. Abida Sultana came and sat on the sofa next to her. He looked at Rudra with sharp eyes and said, "Why did the police catch you that day?"

Nitu said, "I told you, the police have already interrogated. Routine work. Later we drove down to Assad Gate

Wax is burning on the cake on the table. Abida Sultana frowned and said, "Why cake?"

Nitu said, "Today is his birthday."

Suddenly the calling bell rings and everyone's attention is drawn to the source of the sound. Azgar Hossain entered the room with a worried face. He does not usually return home at this time. Rudra stood up and saluted halfway. Half salute because, before the end of the whole sentence, Azgar Hossain did not look anywhere and walked straight inside. Rudra began to feel uneasy.

Then Rudra met Nitu once more then again, then for some reason and then for no reason. Sometimes on the road, sometimes by the lake, rickshaw, CNG or Nitu's car. Then over time their anchor comes to a halt from ‘you’ to ‘you’.

One day, the two of them were driving away from the city with Leonardo Cohen's song. Suddenly, Rudra said, Nitu wants to know, "What?"

"Why are you living together if Uncle Aunty is divorced?" Nitu is silent. The sky began to change color. This drizzle, this sunshine.

"The ponies run, the girls are young The odds are there to beat

You win a while and then it's done

Your little winning streak

And summoned now to deal With your invincible defeat

You live your life as if it's real A thousand kisses deep"

Will say

Sometimes

Before

Letter

Read

Evening

Gives. ”

Rudra said, "Is it a problem to get divorced or to stay together?" "Both are problems. The biggest problem is not being able to live together after 26 years of marriage, but the biggest problem is living together after divorce. ”

"But if they are divorced, why are they living together?" "Parents are divorced. It affects our society."

Rudra wants to know, "But what does it have to do with being together?" "It simply came to our notice then. Isn't it difficult to get married if all these rumors are known? ” Nitu giggled and laughed

Stays.

Rudra can't match the matter at all. "So stay together?"

"Does that mean staying together?" Rudra is silent.

Nitu said, “This ancient Guartumi of the society will not go away easily. Have you read Sharat Chandra's Grihadah? ”

Rudra does not nod.

Nitu says, “Suresh and Mahim are two friends there. One day Suresh finds out that his friend Mahim is talking about the marriage of a Brahmin girl named Appala. Mahim is of low caste, so Suresh continues to persuade Mahim not to marry the daughter of a Brahmin. It is a shame for Brahmins.

Mahim wants Apala, he doesn't understand why his friend is talking so much about religion, he himself doesn't believe in religion. Mahim asks, why are you listening to so many principles about religion? You don't believe in God.

Suresh replies, 'I don't believe in God because I don't see God with my eyes. But society? There is a society. I can't deny it anymore! "It's raining outside. Cohen's tireless longing is ringing in the car.

Neetu said, "This is the story of 1920. But we have not yet been able to get out of this aisle of the society. The society wants the two people to be different.

Either asks, "How long will this situation last?"

"It doesn't take long

Rudra laughs and says, "Do you have any choice?"

Their cars continue on the winding road. When evening falls, the view of the dark mountains on both sides feels like emptiness and darkness like a black hole.

Neetu said, "When I met you at the counter, I wanted to get lost somewhere like this."

Rudra is silent. Can people really lose? Where will he get lost? The biggest prison is Akash. The sky is so big that you can't escape. And the smallest prison is the mind of the people. So small that it cannot be entered.

The dark winding road suddenly comes to the locality and meets the eyes. A couple of shops, a few people watching TV in the tea shop. The road to Varpar is such that there are thick hills on one side and dusty land on the right side, a couple of houses, dry clothes in the backyard, a police car in front. Reducing the volume of the song, Nitu asks, "Where is the bungalow?"

Then again the tea shop by Uterne. How many dogs are lying on the road. Rudra is talking with his eyes closed. He is talking with his eyes closed because he can't match the calculation of the mountain at all. Nitu is talking looking forward. The steering wheel of the car in his hand. Rudra said, "One thing is not coming to my mind at all."

"Suppose this was a hill a little while ago. And one on the right

Two houses. ”

"How did the mountain suddenly move to the right?" "That's normal."

‘Why normal? For that, Newton's formula must be wrong. " 44 "I forbade you to drink wine in the car." "I've come a long way, so what's the point of letting go?"

"Where's the problem?"

“Why give up? You have to hold on. " "Well, I'll hold on. Now tell me, or the side of the hill to the right

How did it go? ” "Where there's supposed to be a mountain."

"Do you think I'm drunk?" “Why the idea? I can see that. "

Rudra closed his eyes again. His calculations do not match at all. It feels good to think about various things at night when such a road is wrong. As one German philosopher put it, "The most thought-provoking thing in this time of thought is that we are not thinking yet."

Rudra asks, "Well, why is Uncle Aunty divorced?" "My father has another relationship."

"Yes, there are still."

“Lives in Spain. Dad once went to Thailand on business. That's where I met this gentlewoman. "

"Bengali or not?"

“Yes, he came to the country last year. At that time my father almost never returned home. One day my mother was working by putting tea in the stove. Dad sits at the table with the magazine in hand

Still there? ”

Nitu shakes his head and says,

"Where is he now?"

He said calmly, "I don't want to be together anymore." Mom thought Dad was joking. He laughed and said, "Then live."

Dad said, "I'll be in a separate room from tomorrow." Mother took the tea from the stove and put it on the table. With two cups of tea, he said,

I didn't tell you, "The bathroom light went out for two days." Dad called the driver and brought the bathroom light. Then he tidied up the guest room and said, “I am just kidding

I'm not. "

A rickety bungalow in the shape of a bird's nest on the top of a hill. An old friend of Rudra lives there. Lightly freshen up, have tea and go back to town after half an hour.

It was eight o'clock at night. Nitu lowered the glass and increased the speed of the car. Rudra said, "Well then why did it feel like that?" "How?"

"Why did the hill on the right side suddenly turn to the right?"

Rudra laughs loudly. Then he lost his temper and started talking about divorce. Nitu says, “The gentlewoman's name is Ruba Haque. He worked in a bank there. She has a daughter, Anika. "

"Her husband?" Rudra asks.

"Divorced."

"One day Anika called me." "Where did Anika get your number from?"

"From her mother."

"Did you talk to Aunt Ruba?"

Tell me

Nitu gets annoyed and says, “If you ask so many questions in the middle of the conversation, the context changes. And why are you talking like that with your eyes closed? "

Nitu frowned and said, "What fantasy?"

"At his house, last year." "Went alone?"

"How?"

"I can see that one day you went to Aunt Ruba's house. But I don't know if you went there alone." "To understand that, we have to wait to hear the next line." "What if it's not on the next line?" "If you want to know that, you have to listen to the next line."

Rudra was upset. He can't understand what he is trying to convey. This is what happens most of the time. Lately, he has added another problem. Feelings and desires have a strange relationship with every thought, one day he will know this. Since then, he has had a difficult time thinking unnecessarily. For example, "Rudra is wandering in the forest at night when he has lost his way."

There is a feeling here with this thought; That is his turn

Feels good. There is a will; She wants to never go back. Rudra falls very sharply when he has this problem. All thoughts have such feelings and desires. Likewise, all desires have thoughts and feelings. Like this, he didn't want to come back from the jungle. He wanted to pitch a tent and sit with Nitu.

There is a thought to this desire. There is a feeling of worry. Feelings are special. The same event can have two different feelings. Just as every feeling has a desire and a thought. Rudra said, “I have a thought about you. That thought

There is a feeling. There is a desire for feeling. ”

Nitu narrowed his eyes.

Rudra said, “Every thought has a feeling and a desire. ”

"Like?" "Remember, now I'm thinking of the first day we met, a foggy winter morning. I'm fixing CNG for you. Now there is a feeling of this thought. The set is - fear. ”

"Fear?"

“Fear of losing you. I have another wish, go and sit in CNG. "

"So you memorized the home address?"

Rudra nodded in agreement. Neetu said, “But this thought leaves branches and bases somewhere else. "How?"

"We were talking about how Ruba Aunty met me last year. You asked if I went alone. Then we left the branch of thought and came back. One winter night, the way we met, you fixed the CNG when you said goodbye. ”

Rudra is silent. Being silent does not mean that he is not talking. He is talking to himself now. Asking Nitu, "Do you like the sea or the mountains?"

Nitu replied, "The sea." Then he says, "You never went to sea." Nitu asks himself, "What do you do when you know?" He replied, "You said so."

Even though all these tangled thoughts of Rudra came here and stopped, there was talk. It is his nature to bring his imagination to reality. If this conversation between her and Nitu was not fictional, she would like to know what it would be like. He asks Nitu, “What do you like? The sea or the mountains? ”

Nitu looks ahead and says, “Why should the sea always be the alternative to the sea? Why not a gray desert or an ice island? ” Their car stopped on a road in Banani around 11 pm.

When Nitu talks about having tea, Rudra says it is night.

"What happened at night?"

"Aunty, do the tension."

Nitu got out of the car and ordered two cups of strong liqueur tea. Rudra is familiar with this nature of Nitu. What is forbidden to do, will do more. This is called reverse psychology.

“Where there is happiness in the world, there is prohibition. Happiness is the result of disobeying a prohibition. "

Rudra said, "But not all prohibitions are bad. If that happened then they would start cheating on each other for happiness. ”

"Have you read Bertrand Russell?"

Rudra does not nod.

Nitu said, “People will be honest because of happiness. Not because of policy. "

The matter is not working properly in Rudra's head. Why would people be honest because of happiness? He learned a great thing by thinking; Cheating on someone is not happiness. So people have to be good because of happiness. Rudra said, “Then why are you so angry with your uncle? He has made it a priority to be well. "

Nitu said, “The concept of being good on your own is wrong. My mother ran away and got married. Exactly two years later, one morning, the aunt called and informed that Nana had died. Mother got in the car crying. Saying there was no driver, the father delivered. Dad went home for the first time that day. He dropped his mother off and left. "

Rudra is listening quietly.

Neetu says, "After living with that man for twenty-six years, one day while having tea, the man said impassively, 'I want to get a divorce.' What will happen to me? What will happen to Tishara? What will happen to our mother after marriage? Thoughts

Didn't. "

Rudra said, "How did you meet Aunt Ruba?"

"One day he called and asked me to come to his house. I went to her house without informing my mother. Seeing him, it seemed that he was waiting for me. Eyeglasses. Wearing green sari. Said, "Didn't have a problem finding the address?" I shook my head.

"I heard a lot about you from your father." I asked, "What did you hear?"

Aunt Ruba said without answering the question, "Do you hate me?" "Yes."

"Hate destroys the soul, love increases." "I love to hate you."

Nehat

"Why are you talking so hard?" My body was shaking with anger. I got up to leave. Aunt Ruba said, "I called you to say something. Twenty-six years ago I was supposed to be married to your father. This story.

The decision will tell

Do you know "No, no."

"Go to your mother and ask."

Rudra asks, "Then?"

"I got up and left without further ado. She said her father had a ten-year relationship with her. Set the date of the wedding day. Bot wrote the invitation letter by hand on the page. At such a time my father suddenly disappeared. He found out that he had married one of his girlfriends. "

Rudra frowned at Kuch, "Was your mother Ruba Aunty's girlfriend?"

"Why did he do such a thing?"

"I didn't ask my mother that."

"Why?"

"I hate Dad, I don't want to hate Mom."

Then many more days passed. Sometimes Nitu came and said that he was talking to a boy from home. Mahbub name. He works in a bank.

Rudra does not understand what he should say. The two men are also living together in divorce to marry their sister. Talks of marriage will continue, this is normal. Rudra is upset and shakes his head. The reason for the upset is unclear.

Sometimes in the evening they see the sky on the roof of the attic. If you look at the clouds, suddenly one of the clouds feels like its own. Shimul is a piece of torn cloud like cotton; If you don't keep an eye on it, it will match somewhere.

Rudra laments softly, “There are clouds in the sky. Where else to go! "They were very childish and they wanted to break their dreams. Meanwhile

Mahbub's case began to move forward. To proceed from the family of the two sides

Stays.

Rudra wants to know, "What do you want?" Nitu says in surprise, "You don't know that?"

They talked about new things in daily life. One day, Nitu talks to Ruba Aunty's daughter Anika. He once talked to Anika on the phone. That day he found out that Anika was his other sister.

Rudra is surprised and asks, "How is that possible?"

Neetu said, “Twenty-six years ago, when Ruba Aunty got pregnant one day, the date of the wedding day was fixed in a hurry. At that time, my father disappeared and married my mother. ”

What an uncomfortable curiosity keeps Rudra silent.

Neetu says, “The lady did not ruin the child by abortion. Went to Spain. Anika got married two years after she was born. Later, however, the man got divorced. I heard he lives in the country now. ”

They talked about life, love or a feeling of love or not

They used to talk about. Mahbub's case, however, did not go far. But one by one Mahbub began to emerge through Ghatak.

From then on, Nitu's conversation with Rudra was like a fiery winter night, then three more winters. Similarly, one morning Rudra is sleeping with a blanket.

Seeing Nitu blinking his eyes while sleeping, Nitu is sprinkling water on his face and saying, this

That birthday boy, where is my letter?

Rudra looked at him with sleepy eyes and saw Nitu standing behind a sari. He said, I have come to surprise you.

Rudra does not think what is there to shine! He has been doing this work with devotion for the last three years. But when he opened the packet and saw the copper turban and off-white sherwani, his eyes went up to his forehead.

Rudra's eyes filled with surprise and he pulled out a letter from under the pillow. His idea is that a telepathy has worked somewhere. Rudra wrote in a wordless letter without any kind of address, "Will you get married?"

An hour later a delivery man came and took the cake. There are times in human life when each moment has a different story. Where a vibration is created in the form of memory. Then the word. Like lightning.

Steering in Nitu's hand. Leonardo Cohen's song is playing in the car. They are going to Maghbazar. They got married in Kazi office there.

Nitu said, “Today is a very important day. I want to hold on to this time. "

"Can time be held?"

“A great moment in a whole life can be counted on the fingers. Our job is to make that moment a reality. ”

"What will happen if the moment is dragged out?" An artificial thing happens. " Rudra closes his eyes. He likes to close his eyes and imagine. As soon as one sorrow ends, another sorrow is born. One happiness does not come back so easily after another happiness.

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