Rudra's amnesia increased and at one point he became very ill/A new story zunayed evan

 Rudra's amnesia increased and at one point he became very ill

        He has difficulty finding the right words when speaking.

Rudra's amnesia increased and at one point he became very ill. He has difficulty finding the right words when speaking. Sometimes he can't even remember what happened ten minutes ago.

Similarly, one day Rudra woke up and saw that there was no one at home. A bifurcated lizard is moving on the wall clock with old memories hanging on the south side of the house. The tail is separated from the lizard's body and for some reason, the tail seemed like a minute hand of a clock.

When the lizard's tail fell to the ground, Rudra noticed something. Although there are three hands on the clock, one is running. The other two have stopped. Rudra took his eyes off the wall clock and looked at a picture. In the picture, a woman is standing with a small child's shoe in her hand. The picture below reads, "For sale baby shoes, never worn".

When Rudra gets up from bed and presses the light switch, the light goes off. Frightened, Rudra shouted in a loud voice. Is he blind? When the bell rings, the doorbell rings. He asked from inside, "Who?" "I am."

He opened the door and saw Nitu standing with an umbrella in the heavy rain. Rudra said, "Where did you go?"

"Where else should I go?" I came back from the office. "

Rudra can't remember when Nitu came to office.

Rudra said, "I can't remember anything." Nitu entered the room and lit the lamp. Rudra said nervously, “I am something

Why can't I remember? ” "You have an illness. The treatment is going on. ” The

Rudra says anxiously, "My illness!"

Crude pointed to the picture on the wall and said, "What does this picture mean?" Nitu said, "In the picture we see a mother, the shoe she is selling, the shoe she bought for her baby."

"Hmm, the treatment is going on.

"Where's the baby?" "He died before he was born on earth." Rudra says in surprise, "He told the story of life in just six words!"

- This story is considered to be the shortest story in the world. The man who wrote the story committed suicide by shooting himself in the head in his last years.

But he asks, "Why?"

"He thought the world had nothing more to give him." "Well, how long have you been in office?"

"It will be six / seven months."

Rudra became worried. Everything is getting tangled up again. I can't remember where his office is. Said, "Where is my office?"

"You have taken leave from the office. You have an illness. ” "Will I be well again?" “Of course. The memory that we forget is from our brain

Goes. "

"How is it for memory?" "From the incident. The brain first creates memories. Then it accumulates in one place. At the end of the day, it reminds me of what is needed. ”

Kudra said, "How do you know so much?"

"I learned from your doctor." "What else did the doctor say?"

"The doctor told me to walk for forty minutes every day." Rudra is silent. Neetu said, "Let's try to get some memories out of the brain."

"How?"

I'll tell you the name of a color. Whatever you are of that color

You see, you keep thinking and saying. ”

"Okay."

“Think blue. What blue things have you seen in the last seven days? ” Rudra starts thinking. Rudra remembers all the colors except blue. His world became blue.

Nitu says the name of another color, "Green!" Immediately all the colors except green began to come to Rudra's mind. There is no color called green in his known world.

Nitu tells Rudra to close his eyes. Rudra closes his eyes. "A picture of what I will say will try to come to mind."

Rudra shook his head, "Okay."

Nitu said, "Classroom."

Rudra tries to think of a class room. "How many ceiling fans do you see in the classroom?"

"Two."

"Is the fan on or off?"

Rudra began to feel restless. He can't imagine whether the fan is on or off.

Nitu asks, “Is there a playground outside the window? Or a corridor? ”

"Corridor."

"Is there anyone in the corridor?"

Rudra replies, "No." "In the classroom?"

"There's nobody there either."

Rudra began to feel restless. Who is watching everything if there is no one somewhere? Rudra's head began to get heavy. He said, "Did you notice one thing?"

"What?"

“There are three hands on the wall clock but one is running. The other two stop

There is. ”

Little by little, Rudra lost his mental balance. One day he was removing all the furniture from the house and putting it elsewhere. Nitu asks, "What are you doing?"

I will talk to the wall. "

"Why do you have to move things to talk to the wall?" Rudra does not answer. Nitu, however, did not expect. Then almost every time Rudra was seen talking to the wall. The wall has no life, but the wall speaks, this thing makes him think.

In the empty room, in the echo of the word, Nitu used to remember something from a long time ago. One day they swore to drag out their happy moments, but the moment cannot be dragged out.

Shihab stopped Hasan at this stage of the story. Said, "Where is Rudra now?"

"Nitu admitted him to a private psychiatric hospital."

Shihab wants to know, "Then?"

Hasan speaks of Nitu. Nitu then returned home after working all day and many nights. There is no second animal in the house. It is cooked and eaten alone. The biggest problem with being alone is that there is no one to talk to. The biggest problem is, there is nothing to say.

Sometimes Rudra's mother fell ill. Nitu goes to Rajshahi on leave from office. Rudra's mother is old. Heart condition is not good. When Nitu asked him to go to Dhaka, he said, "Who will see the family when I leave?"

When Rudra's elder sister got married. Come and see your mother twice on two Eids. Rudra in a mental hospital in Dhaka. Rudra's father has died. Neetu does not think, Rudra's mother in this lonely room, where the family saw!

On his way back, he spent an afternoon in the backyard of the palace. Intoxicated with two dogs in front of a prison cell. Cohen's tireless longing rang in the car. Nothing stopped, everything stopped again. When Rudra is met, there is a lot of Maya. Neetu doesn't think that Rudra looks at Maya like this or that his look is Maya.

Nitu asks, "Is there trouble here?"

Rudra laughs and says, "What's the matter?" "Trouble is the moment before joy."

"What is happiness?"

"Happiness is the shadow of misery."

Rudra started laughing when he heard Nitu's words. Where does life end, where does it begin; Who can say! The responsibility of the relationship that gives life to the primitive people. Seeing the sea from inside the tent, he understood that there is a difference between not seeing the sea and not knowing it.

Like Shakti Chattopadhyay's poem, 'It was said to have come, if it had not come, it would not have gone away today'.

"A tall man walked away from the front, facing the horizon in the distance, behind him was the famous Batachaya

Who knows where he will go, where he came from, he came by chance, otherwise he would not have gone far today. ”

Shihab said, "When you meet Nitu at a wrong station, Rudra is in the mental hospital?"

Hassan said, "Hmm."

"Why did Nitu flee to Khulna that day?" "Nitu's parents wanted to marry her. "

Shihab doesn't think, "Then Rudra?" "Rudra was mentally unbalanced then."

Shihab closes his eyes and tries to repeat the moment. Hasan said, “Nitu was holding his breath at home alone. If there are no people, there is no family. Nitu goes back to his Banani house. From there I would occasionally go to meet Rudra. Rudra was then busy flying a kite. Seeing Nitu, he said, "Is there any news about Osman?"

Nitu puts his hand on Rudra's head with tears in his eyes. At such a time, when Nitu's parents wanted to marry him, he fled to Khulna. Meet me on the train. Do you understand the story? ”

Shihab said, “How did you get married to Nitu? Where is he now? ”

Hasan is silent. Maybe he doesn't know where to start. He said, “Nitu's father married Ruba Aunty and moved to Spain. After marriage, Tisha was in Chittagong. There were only two people in Banani's house then. Nitu and Nitu's mother. The two have a great resemblance in one place, one day they had a family, toys. ”

Shihab objected and said, “Family is never a toy, it is a toy

The world is. Like a toy pistol, a doll. "

Hassan said, “Nitu was in such a state at one point, a plastic bottle was rolling down the street. The bottle has a destination but no purpose. One day Nitu took me to that forest. Crossing a dark winding road in the mountains, we crossed a couple of houses and wandered through the jungle.

It suddenly occurred to me that a few years ago another man named Rudra was sitting in my seat in the same car along this road. The man was drinking and talking with his eyes closed. When the car overturned on the way back, he was restless in thought

How the dense jungle on the left side came to the right side! I asked Nitu, "Did you go to the hospital to see Rudra?"

Nitu said, “I went last week. He is a man of another world

Done. We stand together and talk, but we don't understand anyone. ”

After getting acquainted with Nitu, he had to face three difficult truths. The first is the arrival of a lover through Rudra's letter. Second, she got married to her boyfriend at the Kazi office in Maghbazar. And the third truth is that Rudra is a mentally unbalanced man.

On the way back from the bungalow, Nitu dropped me off at night. Nitu said, "Who else lives in your house except Mejo Mama?"

"No one."

Nitu asked loudly, "No one else?"

I said, "There is a boy named Rahmat who cooks."

That day Nitu came to my house for the first time. Uncle Majo was lying in bed as usual. Rahmat said, “Mama's body is bad. Fever in the body. ”

The two of us went to Mama and sat down. Mama said, "There is food on the table."

I said, "I have eaten."

I see with my hand on my forehead I am burning with fever. Mama stared blankly. A wheelchair next door testifies that your life has stopped. As far as going, by pushing.

"The days of the old star are over because the new ones are coming." This poem of Jibanananda is not true in everyone's life. Some people get caught up in the past and burn in the time machine. Just let out a sigh, still alive.

Nitu wants to know about Mama while leaving. What do you do all day, what else.

I said, “You see the sky from the balcony in a wheelchair. One or the other excuse of survival is accepted by the people. ”

"Excuse?" Nitu asks.

"So what?"

"All suffering is tolerable one day, do you believe that?" "If all happiness is tolerable, then why not suffering?"

Nitu smiled loudly when he heard me. Rudra was right, Nitu's smile is more mysterious than Mona Lisa's smile. Then I would almost go to Banani's house. One day Nitu's mother separated me

He called and said, "I want to talk to you about something."

I shook my head and said, "Tell me."

He said in a very sad voice, "It is true that Nitu will not get married

Did you? ”

"He didn't tell me anything."

“I don't want to hear anything. Once he got angry and went to Khulna. ”

When Nitu got married, I kept a question in my mind, what would he keep in this house alone, I said, "Maybe he is waiting."

"What are you waiting for?"

"For Rudra."

On the one hand, the worldly problems of life, on the other hand, when my uncle suddenly fell ill, I took him to Green Life Hospital. One day when I came back from the office, I saw Nitu sitting in the cabin bed wearing a light green sari. When I say 'Nitu, I want you', everything goes wrong. So I can't say anything.

I said, "When did you come?"

“An hour ago. "

A bowl of soup in his hand. And the shopis made with Taro horns by Mama's hand. Mama turned her finger and said, "What is this?"

Nitu said, “This is Second Chance Life. When life stops everything, you still have to run. A herd of bulls in the back, a beautiful sea in front Mama said, “The sea is not always beautiful. Have you ever seen a tsunami? ”