Zunayed Evan There are some clouds that never rain from the clouds.New Story For Every Life

 There are some clouds that never rain from the clouds.

There are some clouds that never rain from the clouds. Similarly, there is some rain that never falls on the ground. Just as all the waves of the sea do not reach the shore, so all the emotions of man are not seen in life. Shihab wants to know about the tragic consequences of life. Fear of consequences

Reminds me that the most beautiful aspect of a flower is its perishable flower.

Hasan says, “Tishara got married too late. Two days later I went to Nitu's house in Banani. Looking at Nitu, it seems like sadness is like a poem alone, which cannot be born due to a lack of proper words. I said, one thing is not coming to my mind. "

"What?"

"Where is Rudra?"

Nitu stares silently. His gaze is like a still image. There is no blink of an eye. In the blink of an eye, a moment will become dark.

I said, “You two got married that day playing Leonardo Cohen's song in the car. Where is he? ”

Nitu is silent. But his eyes were talking. Perhaps the name Rudra suddenly took him to a past that was as calm as a rabbit in the gaze of his eyes.

There was a longing in his eyes which took refuge in silence without permission. I remained silent in full support of that silence.

Nitu said, "What else do you want to know?"

I said, “The day I met you, you said on the platform, you ran away from home. So looking for a boy for marriage. But before that you got married to Rudra. ”

The past of Rudra's name, which stood like a symbolic question in our midst, unfolded before me from the bottom of that past memory. Where is Rudra at the moment when the two of us are waiting for the light to shine on a dark platform with Oedipus as a witness?

After hearing all the descriptions, when all the questions came to an end, I realized that Rudra was a bridge between me and Nitu. If you want to get to Nitu, you have to go over that bridge. "

Shihab tries to match the story anew. After Rudra got married to Nitu, why did he escape to Khulna? Hasan began to say, “Rudra and Nitu Magbazar that winter morning

Kazi left the office for Rajshahi. On his way back from there, Rudra asked, “There is a palace nearby. Will you go? ”

Two things pull Nitu very much. One is an abandoned palace and the other is the sea. Nitu said, “What is the difference between a dead palace and a living king

You know what? ”

Rudra does not nod. Nitu said, “Biryani eaten by the hanging accused. There is taste, there is no satisfaction. ”

Rudra said, “Not long ago, when the zamindari system was abolished in the whole country in 1950, this palace was abandoned. Its name is Puthia Rajbari. "

"Who lived here?" “A woman of only eighteen years of age took charge of the Puthia zamindari.

Her name is Maharani Hemanta Kumari. "

Nitra went to the young man and gave him water to drink. He took water in his hand and went to Burma in the second phase. In front of the prison cell, a few dogs lie unruly and report that those who were once punished here, and those who are at peace, are no longer anxious to smell their burnt soil. The power outage testified that one day the earth was full of animals, flowers, and birds. Then the spring leaves would fall in the South Sea.

On his return, Rudra said, "A living diary is worth more than a dead king."

Even then he is king. After some time in the evening, they came back to Rudra's old walled attic room.

Where they used to sit on the roof and look at the symbolic (?) Stars as before, the past leads them to the miserable future of the unaccompanied heart.

Nitu never saw the sea. Rudra goes to sea with him. The waves of the Bay of Bengal came from inside the tent at one o'clock in the afternoon.

Nitu said, "There is a difference between truth and half-truth, just as there is a difference between seeing and not knowing the sea."

"But both testify that you do not know the sea." Nitu is silent. Rudra says, "Then what is the lie?" "Half-truths are more terrible than lies. Because they can't be separated from the truth."

A book of poems in a tent pocket, a loop of light on the head, the palms of the rough sea in a dark night are a kind of conversation.

Creates illusion. When two people hypnotize each other at the same time, one makes the other unnatural. But what kind of radiance is used there is beyond human comprehension.

They talked about life, love or a feeling of love. Neetu said, "Jibran has a longing. When you love, you should not say that God is in my heart, but you should say that I am in the heart of God."

Rudra said, "And when I hate someone?" "Hate is not always ugly. Love is not always beautiful.

One night, the two of them started walking along the road at Assad Gate. Find out the security guard at the ATM booth. Rudra said, “A few years ago, two insane kites used to fly. You know they

Where? "

"Who are you?"

The security guard looked suspiciously and said, "One died after being hit by a bus. The body was later until dawn. Osman took her away in a van in the morning. "

Nitu addressed Rudra and said, "Do you know Osman?"

Rudra does not nod.

“The boy across the street. The boy who used to borrow yarn with manja. "" There is no yarn. Why borrow again? "

"It simply came to our notice then.

Rudra remembered Nitu's last words. One day he also started flying a kite on the roof. When the moon is covered with black clouds, Rudra says in frustration, "The kite has been cut."

Nitu says in surprise, "Who cut it?" Osman. "

Neetu was even more surprised to see that Rudra was spinning the yarn holding the reed in his empty hand. He has turned the moon into a kite.

They talked about new things in daily life. Inside, however, the attic had to be replaced. What has not changed with the variety of furniture and clothes is the tireless work of carrying the forgotten past on one's lap. Mistakes don't mean throwing away, mistakes mean correcting and keeping up.

They were very childish and they wanted to break their dreams. Like the love of the Absolute Spirit, they had the human problem of pride, accusation, and blaming. With all that pride, Nitu packed his suitcase and went to Banani's house once. The day goes by, the night goes by. More than one day, more than one week. Then one day Rudra sat down to write a letter. The letter ends with a poem by Tarapada Roy.

"It simply came to our notice then

Or maybe you don't know that

Mine with you

Or:

Yours with me

We won't see each other again. "

Their happiness was different, the reasons for happiness were the same. And the sorrows were the same but the reasons were different.

One day they start playing a weird game of metaphorical words. Rudra began, "Tears do not mean sorrow." Nitu said, "Birds do not mean to fly." Rudra wanted time to think.

Nitu said, “There is a kind of vulture. In order to eat the bones of dead animals, they first fly hard into the mouth with hard bones. Then throw the bones from there. When the bone falls down and breaks, they come down.

This metaphorical interpretation of the vulture does not work in Rudra's head. If vultures can be compared to cunning humans, dead animals can be compared to weak humans. So what would be the metaphorical word 'bone' here?

From then on, Nitu's conversation with Rudra was a fiery winter night. They got married from the roof of that attic and left for Rajshahi. Then some more winters, sometimes Rudra's office address changed twice. Favorite song has changed, not just the people behind the song. One day Nitu said, "This is my birthday boy, where is my letter?" Rudra fell from the sky, "My birthday?"

Nitu laughs and says, "Happy Marriage Day." Rudra closed his eyes and started thinking. Imagine closing your eyes

The advantage is.

After a long time, one evening, a terrible phone call came to Nitu. Rudra said from the side of the phone, "I forgot to go to the previous house. A Christian pastor lives there.

Nitu said, “Twice last month you went to the previous office. Rudra says, “That is from a long practice. But I have another problem. "

Where is our new home? ”

Nitu remained silent. Rudra said, “As far as I remember there was a temple next to the house. The gate of the temple is always closed. ” The rickshaw puller stopped the rickshaw and listened to Rudra's conversation. Rudra is the last one

Can't find his home address for hours. The rickshaw puller said, "Did you come before Meladin?"

Rudra speaks to Nitu without frowning. But why is Nitu crying like this? How many things people forget. Why cry when you forget an address?

After returning home, Nitu was very normal. He heated the food on the table and said, “Take a few days off from the office. Will you go to Rajshahi? ” Rudra said, "I will go and fetch my mother this time."

Rudra's father died last year. He was dreaming in his sleep. He remembers the dream. He asks the Greek god Cupid, "Why did you fall in love with a woman even though you were a god?"

Cupid takes him to the front of a sea. There is no water in that sea. Rudra asks, "Where is the water of the sea?" The deity answers, "In the eyes of man."

. At that time Nitu sprinkled water on his face and said "Dad is dead." When Rudra wakes up, Nitu gasps with restlessness. There are still tears in his eyes. The deity said that all the water of the sea is in the human eye. Is he dreaming? Another dream in another dream. Am I awake now? Or is the butterfly dreaming of me? I am the butterfly's dream.

Nitu calmed down and said, "Your father is dead." From the side of the mobile phone in Nitu's hand, his mother broke the dam and cried. It was raining outside. The car broke down in the middle of the road. He will be buried after Asr. Rudra got out of the car and stopped a bus with his hand. The bus seat is empty

No. While he was sitting on the engine and listening to the political talk, Maqbool uncle said that a grave had been dug near the pond. Rudra drowned in this pond while learning to swim as a child. From the bottom of the water, someone grabs the foot and pulls it down.

When Rudra trampled the damp wet soil in front of the grave, Maqbool uncle said in the sound of thunder in heavy clouds, Say for the second time, wa fiha nuudukum. Say for the third time, Wa minha nukhrijukum taratan ukhra. "

One day Rudra went to the office and saw a man with a face shaped like a betel leaf sitting in his chair.

The man did not take his eyes off the computer screen and said, "Sit down." Rudra went and sat in the front chair. "What are you doing?"

Rudra is surprised and says,

“You remove two orchids from the table

Why? "

The man looked at Rudra. Rudra does not understand what he should say. Where it seems to be tangled. Did they fire him?

The man said, "Your name?"

Rudra remained silent for a while. Then he said embarrassed, "Don't mind. I came to my previous office by mistake. "

Rudra got out of the office and fixed a CNG. He called Nitu and said, "Where is my new office?" Nitu remained silent.

Rudra said, “As far as I can remember there was a shopping mall next to it. I came with you to buy a sheet. ”

Nitu started crying. Rudra does not feel. How many people

Forget it. Why cry when you forget an address?

After returning home, Nitu behaved very normally. He said, "Let's go somewhere one day."

"Where?"

"Wherever you want."

Rudra said, “I took you to a friend's bungalow once before marriage

I went. "

‘In the woods inside the mountains? 11

"Yes. I will see the forest from inside the tent. ” "To the primitive man?"

Rudra is silent without answering. He remembered the office address. He also remembers the two orchids from the previous office that he took with him when he left.